I've always thought staying alone is very free and easy compared
to staying with family or friends. Somehow, I don't really get any
near to that feeling. I feel, lonely. To be honest, at this very
moment I can actually hear hands of clock ticking. It feels weird.
I don't like this feeling. To be honest, what every man fears the
most in this world ain't anything but lonely. I'm feeling it very
often nowadays.

Yes, I feel lonely..

It's 5 in the morning and I'm still awake. Eyes are very tired yet
I have a very energetic mind. It's as if I drank bottles of redbull
if that's what they call it. Energetic drinks. I just thought the
only thing I can do is to blog what I have in mind right now. You
see, whenever things get in the way I write songs, I play games, I
go out with friends. I just need to get myself all busy with certain
activities so I won't feel like I'm alone. In fact, the truth is I
am alone. Most of my close friends, brothers here have gone home due
to unforeseen circumstances and some of them are really busy with
work. I thought I could get used to that cos I really do like the
feeling of having my own space and my own little crib..

Humans are very unpredictable species. Once you got what you've always
wanted, you tend to not want it as much as before. Very ironic..

I have a son who can talk and put me to bed every night I sleep. He
tends to speak only if I asked for it by pressing his tiny hands.
He's a teddy bear. Call me childish but this son of mine has the most
bond with me and I ain't asking him to speak cos he run's on batteries.
I wouldn't wanna lose this precious voice. As I am blogging I have a
lot of visions from the past and I really do miss them.

Can I, have them back? Merely impossible I'd say. Why? Only I should
fill in the blanks myself.. At this point of time, you will start to
miss certain people a lot =*(



Friends asked why do I look so restless nowadays. It's not hard to
tell seeing them moustaches and beards on my face. I have no idea
why I just don't feel like using the razor placed in the bathroom.

I wanna be Brad Pitt. Not. Haha.

It's good to blog but not in the middle of the night. Or very early
in the morning. Here's a very good example. It does a lot of damage
to your eyesight and makes em' tired and watery. Then again, it could
help to make you sleep right after the minute you click submit from
your browser. Oh well, it's time to sleep my dear Eric. Give your mind
a rest and yeah, sweet dreams..
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